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Feng Hua, why don’t you believe that I love you?”
“I believe it… I believe it!”

He was born without eyes, nose or mouth, just a piece of rotting flesh, a cruel and terrible monster.He had eyes for only one person, his creator, Feng Yeran: a terminally ill, ambitious scientist.He had only one wish, to get him. That included getting his love, his everything, to be with him forever―For that he would give everything; anyone who dared to lay their hands on Feng Yeran would be doomed.Younger Yandere Monster Top X Weak Researcher Bottom

carrd by : @moon__tuzi @jiuhuothinker

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Feng Hua

- Feng Yeran's experiment/creation; a new human with 89% of the Adesir bloodline
-a monster and yandere but actually just a little baby
-obsessive and possessive
-can create illusion
-appeared older than actual (human) age
[e.g: 4 years in human age = 12 years in Adesir age }
[adesir bloodline: mythical powerful creature /high intelligence, docile personality, good appearance and boundless potential]

Feng Yeran

-a scientist and researcher
-terminally ill with stomach cancer
-23 years old at the start of the novel
-straight

Trigger/Content Warnings

Human experimentation, appearance different from actual age, child neglect, gore, violence, murder (not graphic), mental illness, attempted SA, pedophilia - adults (not MC) making sexual comments on a child, human non human relationship, multiple personalities, suicide attemptsPLEASE READ UNTIL THE END, DON'T GIVE UP MIDWAY EVEN IF YOU'RE HURTING OR DYING

Why you should read

─ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁 (of course).
This is a 33-chapter novel with 33 chapters of pain.─ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴. The author is very good at describing the raw emotions and mental states of the ML and MC. They portrayed obsessions, madness, insanity, and despair so well that you could feel a tug in your chest.─ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗼𝘁/𝗽𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝘄𝗶𝘀𝘁. They're well-crafted and well-written. There's a lot of symbolism and foreshadowing in this novel. The little things that you thought weren't really important might be a clue for the later plot twist.─ 𝗔𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴. It is a little complicated, but you'll understand it once you read until the last chapter.─ Even if this is a "yandere" novel, there isn't any sexual assault or r*pe between the main pair, which is kind of rare for this type of book. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗟 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗖 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵.─ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 is actually very beautiful and heart-wrenching.─ Read it for Feng Hua ! !

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